I have been drinking alcohol since I was 18 years old. And my girlfriend never says anything to me about it and even my parents. I regularly cut off. Just last night when we had a party in my friend’s house, I don’t even remember how I got to bed. Probably, I passed out on the sofa and one of my friends brought me to bed. I don’t even know why I drink. I have a girlfriend, who loves me unconditionally, and great parents. It’s irrational that I have let myself get to this point. On the surface, I keep up still a great appearance. My friends and the people I work with have no idea and really, no one knows how bad it’s gotten except me, my girlfriend and my family.
I haven’t been for a physical examination in over five years and I’m scared to see what damage I have done to myself now. I need to stop for my family and for my girlfriend especially for myself. I am hoping that I can get counseling that will help me today, but not forever. I wish I never go this way. I’m scared of what life will be like without drinking. Sounds stupid, but its how I feel. I know I need help from someone to get me through this.
The following morning, I can’t help myself to drink again. That’s why I ask my mom what I am going to do. And she asks me if I want to go into an alcohol rehab centers. And I definitely said yes to her coz I know and I accept that I have a problem. And when we arrived there, we go into the outpatient rehab. And the Doctor gave his counsel and the treatment that I need. I hope I’ll beat this dilemma and I promise that I won’t give up.