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I am very happy because finally we found the right place for my bother which is in Memphis Drug Treatment Center because of his condition. He is a drug user that’s why we put him in rehabilitation for his own sake. I’m so sad because my mother got sick for what happen, she never accepts what happen to my eldest brother. We never expect that he can be under the influence of drugs.

My brother is very thoughtful and very sweet especially to my mother. He finished his studies as civil engineer and has a very good performance  that’s how we can not imagine that he is under the influence of  drugs. All we have suspected was one of his friends but not thinking he will encourage my brother. We are still doing some ways to know what is the truth behind these issues and hopefully my brother will be okay soon.

During weekends my friends and  I go out to have bonding with each other. We always go to the mall to buy some clothes and other things for our pleasure. We also buy things that are needed in school. Whenener we go to the mall some of my friends do some crazy things like they go the the exit signs instead into the entrance when they come in, but of course they just do it when the guard was not there. In our way walking together in the mall, my friends told me that they were hungry, and by that we decided to eat in KFC.

After eating, one of my friend saw a big poster near the exit sign that tells her favorite movie was on going. And by that we decided to watch her favorite movie just for her to be happy. After the movie, we go to a boutique and  buy some clothes and shoes. We have a very wonderful together. On our way home, we saw many EXIT SIGNS that are put on the top of some trees. All of us were very happy talking with our embarrassing moment during highscool days. Hope we will last our friendship forever.

Sometimes, we were experiencing things that we didn’t expected, those things might be for our own good or not. Most of the time, we do expecting to have better life, better things to have during an incident. But together with it, too much expectations lead us to disappointment. That what is life all about, heartaches or happiness, and facing all of the trials to have more strength. But when a person reach his goals, he would be happy for awhile and wish to have more in the future.

Somebody knocks the door and when we opened it, a postman gave us a letter coming from our father in other country. We didn’t expected that letter because we still have communication with him every now and then so we didn’t found the reason for the letter. And when we read it, it is just all about asking for our condition, if we still fine. Afterwards, we made a personal message through online to answer back. Then I just decided to look for the list of online slots and went to www.onlinecasinogator.com to have slot gambling tutorial. Whenever I open my computer, that site is always being visited by me to check for the latest updates.

I have been drinking alcohol since I was 18 years old. And my girlfriend never says anything to me about it and even my parents. I regularly cut off. Just last night when we had a party in my friend’s house, I don’t even remember how I got to bed. Probably, I passed out on the sofa and one of my friends brought me to bed. I don’t even know why I drink. I have a girlfriend, who loves me unconditionally, and great parents. It’s irrational that I have let myself get to this point. On the surface, I keep up still a great appearance. My friends and the people I work with have no idea and really, no one knows how bad it’s gotten except me, my girlfriend and my family.

I haven’t been for a physical examination in over five years and I’m scared to see what damage I have done to myself now. I need to stop for my family and for my girlfriend especially for myself. I am hoping that I can get counseling that will help me today, but not forever. I wish I never go this way. I’m scared of what life will be like without drinking. Sounds stupid, but its how I feel. I know I need help from someone to get me through this.

The following morning, I can’t help myself to drink again. That’s why I ask my mom what I am going to do. And she asks me if I want to go into an alcohol rehab centers. And I definitely said yes to her coz I know and I accept that I have a problem. And when we arrived there, we go into the outpatient rehab. And the Doctor gave his counsel and the treatment that I need. I hope I’ll beat this dilemma and I promise that I won’t give up.

I really want to have a hot tube spa that I’ve been craving for. I think that’s a very good way for me to take a breather and loosen up and take off from gruelling work. I know that there are lots of hot tubs spas places out there. I’m a workaholic guy and I really deserved that kind of cooling off. I work as a call center agent and as you know its very tiring even though we are just sitting and taking calls from out clients, we need to think and solve our client’s problem and that’s our main responsibility as an agent. So I can’t wait for the weekend to come and go to the spa place there been talking about, that I heard from my team mates they said its so relaxing and my butt is shaking to the excitement because this is the first time I’ll be experiencing this kind of enjoyment. I’m also dreaming of buying a portable spa too so I’ll not go out and it will save my time and effort of going to the spa place. Who doesn’t want to have a portable spa at home while taking a shot of your favorite tequila? Who doesn’t want to have a portable spa at home while with your girlfriend beside you and kissing and hugging each other, that’s a great way to spend your weekend in your own house inexpensive but very effective in relaxing and spending quality time with your love one isn’t it?.

Speaking of getting off to a spa place I have to look at the web and review some water safety tips for my safety, for me to have background knowledge and for me to prevent any untoward incident. Because for me, safety first before anything else. I want to make sure that the spa place that I’m going to is safe and nice. I want to make sure that this weekend will be the best if not one of the best weekend of my life.

Only two hours left before we have to leave for business purposes. But together with that purpose, a plan of staying longer, or even for the rest of our life included. Because of many reasons such as for very bad weather and with the kind of environment we have, every family will surely want to change the place and have something new. A place where we could live with our ownself, not being dependent with the people around us, it is the matter that our life depends on their doings.

It is unexplainable but whenever they want something, we should provide it for them in order to stay alive or to maintain what we have, all of the things to be specific. One time, all of the town men were busy for the freebingo sponsored by the municipality and Mirror bingo.com. A group of men went into our house asking for foods, and we gave what they wanted. We have served them for the rest of the day and before going, their leader went in front of my father and tell those soft words. After few moments, my dad get something on his pocket and gave it to those unknown people, and I’m wondering why.

My best friend was a successful businessman and he owned a lot of properties. He have four houses, five different types of cars and two boats. Last year he donated one of his four houses into a charity. He decided to get into a House Donations because he just want to help the people there in the charity that doesn’t have a shelter. And for him it really feels good when he was able to help them.

And this year he was planning for a Car Donations and Boat Donations. Some of his relatives are asking why he had doing such thing without getting any benefit from it. He said that even though he didn’t get anything out of donating his houses, car or boat he still get his own self satisfaction from it and also a peace of mind. They ask him again what peace of mind he had been talking about and he answered them that being able to help was already a fulfilment in his life and that was his purpose to help other people. So if he was able to help other he already feel satisfied with his life. And for him, that’s the true essence of living to help other people who are in need.

It is the middle of our class when our professor decided to dismiss us early. I do not have anything to do with the spare time so I decided to go to the computer lab and make my time reasonable. There was a long line beside the door. Great. I have to wait for some time. I guess many students now are more aware of time management. I patiently waited until is my turn to enter. I left my bag on the baggage counter. I am only allowed to bring my pens, paper and valuable things. I brought my wallet and cell phone. After all, my cell phone is my life. I did some research. I have seen something about dildo, anal toys, and bdsm sex toys. Gross. I just close the browser and went to our class room.

I am working in the bank as a Business Loans officer. My primary depositor and client s are business man. Some are corporate owner while some are just small time business man. But who ever they are, it does not matter. They are all clients.

The owner of corporations make greater amount of money than other business man. They have greater responsibilities though, and greater taxes. They are also engage in larger risk because of their high capitalization.

Partners from a partnership business are my clients too. They are depositing not so large amount of money but still large-enough to contribute to the economy.

Entrepreneurs are my most common clients. Their businesses are everywhere. They are not depositing large amount of money, instead, they are always making Personal Loans. They are new in the business world and they are at the bank everyday.

I am also doing the Payday Loans. It is for the employees who need extra cash. It comes with a reasonable amount of interest. The borrower can choose different programs about their loan. They can choose the time span on which they will be paying their loan. We are also giving them promo and additional benefits to lessen their burden of paying their loans.

Being in touch with money is not easy. You have to make sure that you always deliver the exact amount. Lots of practice is needed. Lots of effort must be exerted. Lots of patience

Weekdays mean work days. I like my work. Well, I have to like it. It is my source of income. I can not live without money and I was not born with plenty of them.

I envy those people with rich family. They do not have to work hard and think of their future as much as the middle class. They have their own company that is waiting for them.

My boss comes from a rich family. Unlike other millionaire, he is very simple. He goes to work everyday with simple clothes. Of course, a bow and tie must be expected. His hair cut is simple. His complexion is clear and his skin is fair. He is not that handsome though, but he is very kind. He is treating us, his employee, fairly and justly. He is a good friend to all of us. He is also very generous. He is raising a charitable institution for blind children that need help, those who do not have much money. He is also giving scholarships to some poor but deserving students. His car is pretty quick and elegant but not attention getter. It is not the type of car that would blind the public’s eyes.

After our work, I always go to the restaurant to have a few snacks. I deserve some break. While eating and reading newspaper at the same time, it so happen to see some advertisement about ­male enhancement and male enhancement pills. I continue flipping through the pages. I again saw some Male Enhancement pills. Uh, what is the deal with that? I do not need that at all.

After eating, I immediately go straight home. I was tired and I need a good night sleep.